2O1O.

Ok. so first of all, let me say that I am STILL devastated that I did not see Lady Gaga tonight. Long sad story. Involving having tickets right as they went on sale, hitting back on accident and them being sold out already. That's in the past though, even though I have to say it was my first disapointment of 2O1O.. You hear that Lady Gaga? You were this little monster's first disapointment of the decade, big ups to you. AND since she performed at my university I will be reminded every tuesday and thursday on my way to class of what could have been. Haha okay well enough mellodramatics..

It's a brand new decade. Lots of things are going to happen this year, I'm starting up school again after a semester off "finding myself", I'm turning 20 (no more -teens) and I'll be moving out (this time forreal? haha). I'm mostly anxious for the things to come, to see where I go with modeling, I've had such success with it so far, but as deeply as my heart was set on modeling as a career, it has become more of a (paying) passion, but I feel myself going in another direction careerwise.

2OO9 was one of the craziest years to date. So many high's and low's, my life changed directions more times than it had in my whole existance. I graduated, moved to china,moved back, went to work, felt the heartbeat of New York City, the subtle glamour of the Hamptons, the warm sun in Mexico, the serenity at the top of a mountain, the surprise of already reaching the year mark with my love and here I am bringing in the New Year, the New DECADE, going right back to where I've always shined the brightest, School. Such a nerdy thing to say but..that is SO me. Nerdy.

I didn't make any new year's resolutions, I always forget them and remember right around the time of the next new year's only to feel disapointment in myself; BUT I am going to encourage myself to finally keep up with my blog. I've wanted to for so long, I always have so much.. well TOO much to say. So here it is, my unofficial "note to self" in blog form.

& as I sit here typing away, belting Lady Gaga lyrics in my mind (yes in my head), I am going to make a promise to myself to make this year as unforgetable as the last, only with more up's than down's.

Happy New Years :)
Live it as beautiful as you are.