At least the weather & I are on the same page..

Well, I always seem to find comfort in the little things. Like feeling someone pull a blanket over me when I'm almost asleep, hearing my favorite song come on the radio, or coming home to the dinner I was secretly craving all day. Today, however, I'm finding my comfort in the fact that it seems (like usual) that the weather and I are on the same page. As I look out the door from behind my office desk I see a storm rolling in and the comforting sound of thunder crashing as the rain begins to pour. You might think that comforting is the wrong word, but to me nothing is better when I'm having a shitty day than having the rest of the sky agree with me.

I hate feeling constricted, and the fact that for the past week my car has been in the shop recovering from my week of accidents has left me feeling like I'm in a box. I can't go anywhere I need to unless someone drives me, and my schedule isnt exactly the most predictable. One minute I'm at work the next I'm getting called for a commercial casting in winter park. Of course, being a last minute casting, who's going to be available to run and come get me and tote me all the way to winter park? so of course I miss it. missing castings is like taking a punch to the stomach for me. I hate it. Not to mention booking that job would have totally thrown all my money stress out the door.

everything happens for a reason..right? -_-
that's what I have to believe since the day I got into my first accident was the day I was supposed to get my new car. obviously that has been put on hold.

ohhh happy days.

work for another couple hours then trying to get my car for the SECOND time since the first time they wait for me to get there to tell me "oops we meant 4:30 not noon" that is NOT a simple mistake. Anyways, getting my poor baby then going to do some good ole retail therapy. Nothing like spending hundreds of dollars to style a shoot then taking it all back 3 days later haha. Oh & me and babes will be making a sweet stop at Panera...to think at one time I refused to go there..what was I thinking?! Thank goodness Sean opened my eyes to the wonderfulness of Panera Bread!